7/12/24

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I dreamt I met a short goth lolita girl in a creepy mysterious desolate class and befriended her. At first I thought she didnt like me but it turns out she was just really unexpressive.



12/6/22

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I dreamt I had woken up in my room super early in the morning and opened my window to watch bugs feed each other. So fucking weird... In the dream I was fascinated by bugs, and not creeped out at all (until later...). Thousands of bugs gathered in between my window and the window's screen, so they werent in my room but I could see them. All of them were extremely interesting looking, uncommon bugs. They all lined up in a perfect formation to wait for food. Most of them were beetles. (No spiders *vomit emoji*)

A band of bugs came in from the screen through a hole, carrying larvae and berries and all sorts of stuff. Each bug had a unique diet... The bugs that flew in fed the ones that were lined up. I was fascinated and extremely happy I had gotten up early enough to witness it, as if it was something that happened every morning and I could just never wake up early enough to see.

Sadly the dream was ruined when I went to inspect a purring in the cracks of my wall, thinking it was a cat. A giant mutant stag beetle flew at my face and the buzzing sound was so loud that I almost felt like I actually heard something when I woke up. It was so scary.



5/3/22

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I dreamt about our trip but we were all rich and stayed in a hotel with an aquarium running through the entire lobby and dining hall. and for some reason we were all responsible for a child the whole vacation



9/4/21

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I dreamt common house spiders could jump.



8/5/21

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I dreamt I made a cake.



4/25/19

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You had burns on your hands and at one point you were alone on the beach during a storm writing shit in the sand trying to figure out some equation like a crazy person. I had to go fetch you and try to convince you to stop because the storm was getting dangerously bad and the water just kept washing your drawings away anyways, but you refused.

At some point everything looked like a final fantasy game but idk why. In some other part I was playing a danganronpa game that was like a 3D side-scroller/platformer but the camera rotated a little bit... The point of the game was to try and play as the murderer in each trial and try to get away with it instead of solving the case. I was playing as fuyuhiko carrying a body down stairs and ladders. It was weird but it looked pretty fun.



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The dream took place in this nice mansion with this massive hot tub and shit in the back with strung up lights. Everything was really fancy. It was like a movie and this pretty blonde actress played the main lady who lived there with an old looking handsome man who I guess was her husband and he was rich and shit.

Well Ryan Gosling shows us looking distressed and is clearly in love with the woman and she seems to like him as well. So he pleads for the woman to be with him and she keeps rejecting him even though she seems to really like him and a bunch of shit happened that I dont remember. There were cute scenes and stuff but towards the end he turns into a child actor and its revealed that he is actually a child she knows in the present day who was so in love with her that his future self came back to win her heart as an adult.

They obviously dont get together and at the end he goes back to the future and the 12 year old him comes up and the woman forgives him and hugs him and shit. Even while I was asleep I was annoyed. My brain came up with the worst movie Ive ever seen



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This creature kept appearing in my dream like a jumpscare. I'd turn a corner and when I least expected it he'd be there holding a gun and not saying anything cause its a robot???? And it would just get all close to me and look threatening as fuck and he tried to shoot me like 4 times.

I asked someone what the fuck it is and how to make it go away and they said it only appears when youve done something horrible and I STILL DONT KNOW WHAT HORRIBLE THING IVE DONE TO DESERVE THIS. Im cringing so hard because it looked like a human brain and nervous system with eyes except replace the real eyes with big plastic ones. It looked like that except it was wearing a coat. It looked comical like it came out of an old horror movie, but it was legitimately fucking scary to me when I was dreaming.

Later in the dream I actually helped you hide a murder but the guy you killed was evil so I didnt feel that bad. I guess thats what I did wrong, but it came after? Then we killed two murderers that lived next to us and buried them without telling anyone. Then I helped distract these two evil dudes while Thor and some other weird superheroes attacked a bunch of security guards?? Im wondering now if the two evil dudes werent evil



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I went on a date with this guy. He had white hair and was really nice and gentle, but it was awkward and he was too shy... I liked him anyways, though.

We cooked a meal on our date. He lived in this scarily nice house.. Everything looked expensive and the cleanliness made me worry.. He was playing barakamon on his TV but I wasnt looking because I wanted to watch it from the beginning. Anyways he was cutting tomatoes and not looking at me at all, and it was really quiet.

After that, the dream switched to like, this supervillain lair. It was like some corny movie where they had to introduce all the villains, and the last one was "shark man" or something. And a guy came down out of a tube dressed like a shark and landed in a water tank for his grand entrance.

And it was the white haired guy -_-

And I was like, "Its you?!? Is that really you??" And he told me to sit on this little pedal bike. And that I had to pedal to give him energy...



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I dreamt I went somewhere with all of my coworkers on a field trip, which is weird. I felt out of place so I kinda slipped away from the group and went with my sister to a Pokemon themed Japanese steakhouse.

I cant remember everything but I somehow ended up in a mall by myself, [REDACTED, TOO WEIRD]



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I toured a building where this legend supposedly took place. In the story, a bunch of cats mysteriously showed up there one day.. Like hundreds, and all of them committed suicide at the same time.

I dont know how a cat could possibly commit suicide, or why they would.. But it turns out the legend was true. When I got there, there were cat bodies everywhere (even though they shouldve long been decayed). At the end of my dream, Jonesy and Kubo curled up together and cuddled each other as they died. I dont know how or why they did it, but it made me really sad.



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I listened to a tape of this crazy murderer man. He was laughing while talking about all the murders he committed and I thought about how tempting it was to let myself go completely insane so I could laugh like that. I was standing next to a girl looking at tiny sculptures or something. I put my arm around her, and she looked really uncomfortable and ran off.. I couldnt understand why she was scared of me. Then some lady came up and told me she was scared I was going to hurt her. It made me sad because I'm not a threatening person so what the hell?



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In the dream I had a big crush on this guy. I got to go ice-skating with him and other people I didnt know. He hadnt talked to me much before then and he finally noticed me. We were asked to be put into groups and he offered to be my partner, to my suprise.

When our turn was up to skate together (I guess we were taking turns in pairs...) he held my hands and spun me around until I was coming off the ground, flying around in the air (LOL). It was really cute to dream me, and I was happy. When we got done I got that "swept away" feeling (probably because I was literally swept off the ground..) and I looked at him. He was smiling at me. I was really happy, but then I found out through other people that he just did it because he knew I liked him.

He thought if he did something cute like that for me that it would satisfy me and my interest in him would die out. It doesnt really make any sense, but thats what I was told. I was pretty heartbroken...



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I dreamt I made Halloween themed cupcakes for a little girl who really wanted to be a baker and she was... a CSA victim. I just knew that somehow.

Suddenly me and you were on this big piece of land floating in the sky, walking to church. It was a gorgeous castle-like building surrounded by greenery.

While we were walking, I made a joke. Nothing offensive... I dont remember what it was. But you got really pissed off and say it was wrong to joke around when we are about to go to church. I got embarrassed and didnt say anything else. Then a man dropped a kitten off in the middle of a puddle, so I grabbed it and held him and made him warm.



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My whole family and you went to this church and one day they announced that today was the day we should sacrifice ourselves to God. My whole family decided they wanted to and were gonna make all of us do it, except for you.. But you wanted to do it out of free will, anyway; but because of suicidal reasons.

I refused to go, and kept crying and asking them to stay, and how I'd live, how I'd eat, etc. They gave me advice but I knew I couldn't do it and I wasn't going to get by living on my own... And I was fucking scared cause pretty much everyone I knew IRL was about to commit suicide, basically.

I was too scared to die. I didn't know if hell was real or not and didn't want to die and leave other people like my online friends behind.

Anyway, they led all of you down this white hallway, and you were taken into this room to inject some shit into you which was when the dream ended. I'm not sure if I followed you or not. Waking up was a huge relief.